He Remembered..........

He remembered the day he entered into the doors of new life and approx 4 yrs hve passed since then and similar to a man who is completing his phase of life n reminding himself of all the memorable moments of his life, he also went through the same phase for few days about the approximated passed time.
The starting was splendid n an average school boy got fame due to what some say a good decision while others criticizing it. The boy was simple n havent seen the world much and started enjoying the new world. He made new friends n vice versa. Similar to a newly wedded bride evrythng went smoothly n calmly for half of the approximated time and then half life of the wedding was over and the superficial gold polish was about to be removed fully. Along with the polish, other good things were too gone. The new surface was much harder n more harmful and its effect was immediately visible to him but the damage was totally internal. Only one knew about it and the harder thing was that, silence has to prevail.
A new entity rose up in him what rest of the world is comprised of. The comic thing was that people ignored it n he was expecting them to enquire. This taught him a lesson n now whenevr people enquire him for anythng he just smiles n smiles.
Future always has something more than present and it was presented to him. The harder surface had became corroded n the hurting ratio was doubled but now a healing cream was available. As the days passed the wind became more moist and rust increased. But the path became a little easy( :) ) but with an added responsibilty.
The corroded surface started hurting others but was kept silent by him by the help of his faith in himself n god. He thought that this was the end of that but now he realized that it was a trailor and "picture abhi baaki hai mere dost" and now whenevr he turns back he just smiles n remind himself wid all the gud n bad memories wid same amount of smile to each :).

wo................

baatein bhool jaate hai, yaadein yaad aate hai……………..

hum nikle the gagan ki talaash mei mann mei sapne sajoye, mil gaya yaadon ka kaafila behte hue paani ke jaise(………) gagan to wahi ka wahi raha, hum kuch kho se gaye kaafile mei.

“wo hamara saath suruat karna, wo hamara saath ghoomna,

wo hamara saath college jana,

wo hamara ek dosre ko pareshaan karna khichae karna,

wo gol raasto par saath chalna jahan se suru hona wahi khatam karna, sab yaad aata hai;

wo hamara saath lunch/dinner karna, aur us lunch/dinner mei itna jyada khana ki saath ki jeb(pocket) se jyada hamare pet pe pressure badhna,

wo us lunch/dinner ke baad saath mei soda ya juice peena aur fir jaake room par so jana aur der se uthna aur fir bhaagna, sab yaad aata hai;

wo un raasto par saath chalna aur doosro ko dekh ke kuch bhi fusfusana aur usse baat par bin baat ke hasna,

wo saath mil kar kisi ki taang kheechna aur saath mei apni bhi khichwana, sab yaad aata hai;

wo saath na rehne ka darr, wo aankho se aasuon ka behna, wo barsaat ka bin mausam barasna aur aasuon ko apne mei chupa lena, sab yaad aata hai

……………………baatein bhool jaate hai, yaadein yaad aate hai :-| :’)

every Indian wll be shivered from inside atleast once after reading this: will India be India

Will India be India?

Two days ago I spoke to a journalist from Hindustan Times, who finished his Masters in Political Economics from my university, that is the University of Hull. Somehow we got into discussion about india while watching news and that journalist's views on the future of India are as below

"India will not be india, the south will be separated. Kerala, Tamil Nadu, Karnataka and Andhra Pradesh will separate from india. Kashsmir will be an independent it will not be either in the control of India or in the control of Pakistan. Punjab will get separated."

I was just shocked, and thought he might be in some vigorous mood, but it did not take more than a second for me to realise that he is not in a vigorous mood and that he is in a pleasant and soothing mood. I asked him to justify.

His justifications are as below,
"Karnataka, Tamil Nadu and Andhra Pradesh will shoot themselves into the future and develop rapidly in all aspects. Kerala NRIs make it a a state of richers," and he said, "people in all these states dont want to pay any money as tax to the central government from where that money will be spent on developing that parts of India, where a family has seven children and where that family head can't even afford a single meal for one child of him for one day.

The seven Notrth-Eastern states remain as it is, no body cares about them. Some parts of India develop rapidly while some remain like a stone-throw places. This imbalance will not let anyone be happy. People in developing parts will not be happy as they are paying for someone who doesn't know how to develop themselves or who doesn't have any resources to develop themselves. people in underdeveloped parts of India will not be happy as they dont have anything that keeps them happy. So, the vanity of Mother India breaks."

"The whole concept of India is not at all there. The concept of India was there during the reign of Chandragupta Mourya, circa 4th century B.C. Even Chakravarthy Ashoka did not had all present day parts of india in his kingdom. Tamil Nadu and parts of kerala (present day names) are not part of his kingdom (Bharat). So, this concept of India has been formed by people in the modern times. so, it might not last long," he added.

He said very confidently, "See what happens in the future."
I am not sure why he is that confident, I guess his wit made him that confident on his thoughts. So will we be seeing India broken? A separate Kashmir, a separate Punjab, a separate South India! Will India be India?

Who knows!... Time decides. But in my view time is in our hands and we are the ultimate creatures on this planet that can persuade its consequences and I am sure India will always remain united and develop in all aspects; economically, socially, culturally and politically. It is an ultimate paradigm on earth for true democracy, cultural and religious integrity. What ever might be this jounalist's view, I believe and I am hundred percent confident that India will thrive with prosperity, unity and integrity forever.

-V Rama Aravind, Aug, 2004.

i didn't lost him.......

      The combination of brain,nerves,etc etc, is so powerful thar it dont allow things happened in the past to fade away from the memory. Sometimes memories are good and they makes us smile but sometimes they irritate.

      A day, which i am trying to forget from so many days is still murmuring in my mind. I thought that sharing those moments with my other friends would make me feel better, but the "better" was momentarily. So I tried to not to give attention to that topic and concentrate on studies. But all thanks to the brain and those affected nerve cells which again and again made I remind of that incident. 

      It was on 22nd march that somebody asked  " how are you" and I replied " i am fine". 
And suddenly that person reached onto that topic on which I didnt wanted to talk. The person said that I should not let my friend go just because he made a intentional mistake, and I should forgive him. I dont wanted to reply to this chat but at the end I replied " I DIDN'T LOST MY FRIEND, I JUST LOST MY TRUST ON HIM."

CRUX: MR."I" and his friend are still "friends" of each other.

hope is what belong to an idividual.......mnnit on 21/22 march 2010

The incidents that happened on 21 march in mnnit were surely unacceptable. The spirit of the protesters were high until a decision was taken by the college administration. They said that they cant force anybody for anything but they had tried their best and appealed to all the students to trust them and have confidence in them.
Hope that the administration take every action in the right spirit and the trust of hundreds of students is not broken by all who came forward to resolve this issue.

love n forgiveness

How can these two words, love and forgiveness change your whole perspective on life? First, you must put your trust in something bigger than yourself. You may call it God, Spirit, Budda, whatever your faith is, trust that it has a bigger plan (could it be a lesson in forgiveness?) than your everyday troubles. What is the most important lesson you can learn while here on earth? Love and Forgiveness. But how do you get to the Love part if you have hatred in your heart? Forgive. It sounds so simple and yet it can be the most difficult thing that you can do in this lifetime.
Try n try and at last you wll succeed.